too much to do, too much i want to do...

just got back from a marvelous trip up NAWTH...i live on long island, but spent a wonderful day with friends up in the woods of rhode island...a lovely woodland area with trails filled with wild life and deer and a huge area with a fire pit for bone fires...even though it was raining we sat out there and communed with nature...then off to a big rock and roll show in plymouth and spending fun party time with other great friends before coming home...last week we spent away as well...and now this coming week i am on a cross country trek to the PNW to do a roadtrip with some friends and our favorite rock and roll band...i love my life--its based on experience...based on fun and being with friends and making wonderful vibrant memories...

sometimes though--on days like this, when the laundry is piling up, and i dont have time for all the other wonderful things i want in my life, like writing, and yoga, and meditation and manifesting...i think...its hard to balance...

last night, my man was in a bad mood cause he had to go back to work today.and i thought--durn it--what a way to ruin the weekend--you made choices to forego time to do the stuff you had to do, and now you are in a bad mood cause you had fun instead...but he phrased it differently when we got to the meat of it after discussing his feelings for a while--it was about having such fun and being with family and enjoying it so much that any time spent away from that was time he felt was a torture...

i can dig that...

i plan on working to manifest a sitaution, with his help when we can find time to discuss his dreams...where he can have right lively hood so time away from the wonderful nurturing and fun family experience can also be enjoyable time...

and i plan on finding a balance so i can fit it all in...and still live happily in the present moment, while manifesting a positive future full of my wildest dreams :)

namaste...