my first day....

I have never had a blog before...i never thought i had time for one--but this place just inspires me to start new things and really work on finding the time for all these powerful processes that i didnt think i had time for...


not to bitch and moan, but one of the reasons why i stopped journalling years ago was because my mother found my journal once, and burned it--i never felt that i had the privacy after that, and always felt that someone might find my deep dark secret thoughts and deem them unworthy...i have finally realized that everyone has deep dark secret thoughts, and that i dont really care if anyone judges me...we are all on this trip together on various wavelengths and i just say the heck with it--judge not lest ye be judged.

i think the more honest we can be with ourselves and others the better...

ok--so, who am i? a girl from brooklyn...a city girl, moved out to the country of long island, which was the country when i was a kid...my folks were immigrants--i will get into more detail on that as time progresses--but suffice it to say, they were not in any position to raise american kids! lol--i did well in school, but lacked social contacts until i dropped full time ballet training and became a cheer leader--it was there and then that i realized i didnt want to be popular--cause it was so hard! lol--i learned early not to give a crap about what anyone thought of me...and to value my very real uniqueness...

I went to school in a rural area of pennsylvania, which really was a huge mistake for me, other than the fact that i met my soulmate there...so, i guess it was really a total sucess...i met him...and went home to tell my roomate i had met the man i was going to marry--24 years later and 19 years of marriage under our belts and i would say that that premonition was strong and true...

we love to travel a LOT--we love to go to rock and roll shows a LOT--we love to go see the red sox play a LOT--we are totally experiential...and non-material--that is not to say we dont have things--but things dont tie us down...

I see my man as my rock--and i am the fairy princess dancing on top of it--he gives me the support to dream my huge dreams..and when i find a hand hold to pull us up--i grab his hand and just yank him along :) he is a libra...so, if you know their balance issues, you know what i mean..

ok--thats enough rambling--i can type really really fast--so, i can enter data like the wind...

hope to meet and talk with a bunch of you soon...:) this place wicked rocks.

ali